welcome to my world ;;

[korrigan1]

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silas henry wolf ,
oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
the lord took her away from me
she's gone to heaven, so i've got to be good
so i can see my baby when i leave this world

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all about me ,
hello. i'm silas. please don't call me sy unless you really, really can't fight the urge any longer. i'm nineteen years old and am...er, well, i guess i was going to be a musician. or maybe an architect. i was just applying to college and still trying to figure out what i was going to major in when the world suddenly seemed to end. i wanted to build or create things, but now i don't really know. i probably won't write a lot of in depth stuff about myself here on the blog, because i guess all that stuff's...private. i'll talk about other things, though, like survival tips and maybe a story or two, if something exciting happens to me on the day i decide to write.

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entry one
date - 18 december
time - 21:02

it really seems strange to think that it's been two years since the bombs fell. in some ways, it seems like it's been much longer, and in others, it feels like it's been shorter. i mean, things are very slowly starting to be rebuilt. i haven't been able to walk down the street since the incident without seeing some evidence of the blast, even if it's just a little smoke streak along the edge of a building or some left over ash in the street. but then again, some things are growing back quickly, like the sprouts of grass i saw in the park the other day. they don't really stand a chance during winter like this, but it was hopeful to see it all the same.[/size][/color]

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[korrigan1]

entry two
date - 25 december
time - 23:27

wow. is it really christmas? it doesn't really feel like christmas. although i guess at this time of night, it's almost over, anyway. i think we got some snow this evening, and i can't decide if that's a good thing or a bad thing. i mean, it means that it's probably only going to get colder around here, but it's also that time of year where everyone used to look forward to snow. i've been wrestling with the idea of hope vs. reality a lot today, just because...well, because part of me wants to believe that someday, all of this will be over and we can all have days like christmas again. the other part says that we may never be able to rebuild and keep our old traditions. everything is just so clouded with uncertainty...keep warm, and merry christmas.[/size][/color]

[korrigan1]

entry three
date - 1 january
time - 04:13

christ, time seems to flow so fast, even when you track it like this. welcome to 2017. sorry the state of humanity sucks so much and you still can't get a decent place to sleep these days. i actually have a lot of hope that this year will be different. i normally don't like change very much, but with everything the way it is, i don't know how you couldn't want things to happen differently. i have a feeling that things are going to start picking up quick, and even though there's a small part of me that's afraid they won't, i'm not going to give up. the darkness will begin to lift this year, i can feel it. spirits are very fragile, but they're easy to repair, if you know how. i hope those of you who can read this feel the same way.[/size][/color]