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Post by korrigan1 on Dec 18, 2010 18:57:23 GMT -5
  Silas Wolf[/color][/font] TODAY IS THE DAY[/color] DECEMBER 18, 2016 AND I'M TORN UP[/color][/font]
i couldn't help it. i was walking in the park earlier today and i just couldn't help but think of her. i mean, it feels like just the other day when we were there last. i swear i could even feel her hand in mine for a little while, until i realized what i was thinking and stuffed my hands in my pockets to make the feeling go away. i hate missing her this much. i know i shouldn't be this upset; i lost my whole family, not just her. other people lost loved ones, too, so why do i think i'm so special? sometimes i just wish i'd died in the explosion, so i wouldn't have to face all this disaster by myself. i just want to be strong, but i can't. not when she keeps popping into my head like that.[/color][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - -[/color][/font]
today, you used a fabulous diary
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CAUTION 2.0! and guess what?
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Post by korrigan1 on Dec 25, 2010 21:46:26 GMT -5
DECEMBER 25, 2016 AND I COULDN'T BE MORE CONFLICTED [/color][/font]
i kissed jean tonight, or i guess he kissed me. but i kissed back, and i...i told him we could try it out, and now he's sleeping quietly under the blankets next to me. it just happened so fast, and while we were sitting out there all i could think about was him and how happy he makes me. but now here i am trying to get to sleep and the only person on my mind is rosie. i miss her. jean asked me what my favorite christmas memory was, and i almost told him about the time she and i tried to stay up all night waiting for santa when we were little, but i couldn't. i haven't told him anything about rosie yet, and now that we're together, i don't know if i can. what if he gets upset with me? and more importantly, why does it even matter if the world is ending, anyway?[/color][/font][/center] |
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Post by korrigan1 on Jan 1, 2011 22:10:17 GMT -5
JANUARY 1, 2017 AND I'M WALKING ON AIR [/color][/font]
it's been two years since i've...you know, been with anyone. two years, and then the other night i walked jean down to his van, and things just...happened. god, i don't even know how to describe it. i probably shouldn't try. it was magic. i've fallen so in love with that man, i can't focus on anything else during the day. i can hardly stand to be away from him for too long ever since, and when we're together i just want to touch him. i know i should write about these other ideas, this revolution that's popped into my head, but i can't. i don't want to. i just want to write about jean. jean, jean, jean. i forgot all about rosie, and i guess i haven't even thought about her until...well, now. i don't know if i'm proud of that, or if i should be ashamed. is it too soon for all of this?[/color][/font][/center] |
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